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All Deviations
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2nd Journal

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 7, 2008, 6:59 PM
Ok so there it is, my pitiful amount of art so far, (that was the easy stuff to get ahold of... ) now I actually have to do some real work because after all, what good is having a real place to display your work if you never do any?

I need to thank my bestestestest oldest Daughter for being so awesome like that, and my therapist for telling me not to try so hard(somethings have to take time). My husband for making me want to know how to spell things right. My friends who know when to listen and when to offer advice. And last but not least, the peeps on the net who look at my rambling and horrid art that isn't really art, just a bunch of squibles on a piece of paper.

I promise that I will make some cool ones that people will want to see... Until then you guys entertain yourself with the real art that you find surrounding you in this great place!!

Don't be shy!

*Luv*

Dori

  • Listening to: computer Fans
  • Reading: nada
  • Watching: the letters skitter across the page
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

First Journal

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 30, 2008, 4:49 AM
I've always wondered if the artist is a tortured soul, and if so, do all artists hate their work because it never seems to be good enough or be exactly what they see in their mind's eye?

I mostly throw my art away because I never like what I've done, it all feels cheap and sleezy and lacking that finishing touch.

That which I keep is usually not worth even throwing away, or in rare cases, such as the cat upon the invisible pillow, has some special meaning for me, such as *the cat is leaning on thin air, and it makes people feel uncomfortable to see it.

Why do I want to make people uncomfortable?
Is it cause I am uncomfortable in my own skin?
I don't even know.

I know that I am currently trying to figure out how not to kill myself. Eventhough I spent at least 5 years to figure our how to do it so there would be no body to bury... I'd have to somehow incinerate myself.

BUt enough about that, I'm sure most people would rather know about the art that I put up. I'll place some more simple pieces that I've done and some of the ones I actually like because I see what they are but others rarely do.

I'm not sane anymore, but then who is and why would you want to be?
That's all from me for now...

  • Listening to: death game sounds
  • Reading: my first Journal
  • Watching: the letters skitter across the page
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nother